just had the operations briefing for standard chartered marathon in lt 45...
it was okay and guess who i saw????
HAZEL!!!
i freaking miss her man!!
it's been so long, since my attachment till now...
because dr ronnie (whom she called him ye ye) requested her to came back to help in medical support... :D
hahas. super happy... but i just hope i can see her on the day itself which i think wont happen because im like deployed to east coast park in area D... =.='''
so damn "near"...
they say east coast park is like 20km long... that's why are area D need at least 100 over first aiders (and im one of them)..
ya...but maybe i can camwhore with her in ngee ann 1st then we will set off to the place @ 2.30am on the race day (which is 7th december)? hope so. =)
and according to them, we will be getting an Adidas t-shirt, cap and a first-aid bag. they will claim back the items in it then we will keep the bag as souvenir.. -.-
hahas. I CANT WAIT FOR THIS THING TO HAPPEN!!!
we will be sleeping over in lt 76/77/78/79... practically that area lah.. =.=
ya. so it will just be a very tiring day because most probably the whole thing will end @ around 4pm. can you imagine leaving ngee ann @ 2.30am and only leaving @ 4pm??? :0

anyways...
i havent finish my nursing research....
our lecturer is kind enough to change the dateline to this monday, 1st december by 5pm...
so which means i will have extra 2 days to finish this freaking damn research...
*sigh*
gotta go do now... >.<
TATA, everyone. :)

COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!!!! =D =D =D
pharmacology paper on tuesday and aap paper yesterday were fine.
at least i finished all within that hour. :)
BUT today's paper was a disaster!! >.<
i dont think i will do well in today's paper.
oh no........
but never mind, can finally relax until attachment which is like 3 weeks later.
so, which means next week is break time!!!
hahas. good luck to others in other courses...their common test is 2 weeks later... =)
*sigh*
i forgot.
there's still nursing research lit review to do which is to be handed in by tomorrow...
i just dont know how to write.....

title...
abstract..
introduction..
methods..
results..
discussion..
references..

you see what i mean???
cannot relax.
stupid. +_+

FON+NSL common test is over.
actually it's do-able. but there's a stupid question asking about the indications about the procedure.
they gave a picture of a human body, with only the nasogastric tube stuck in the nose, then the esophagus and the stomach. and that's all. nothing else.
so what to write? i only noticed that the tube is not long enough to touch the base of the stomach if not it will be hard to aspirate. it's just a picture and what they expect from us?
then 2nd part of the question is like asking us what are the nursing intervention before the procedure. stupid.
i was like wondering what procedure they are talking about because a NGT can have 2 different procedures like insertion or feeding.
and both procedures can have different nursing interventions.
*sigh* what to do? broken english. >.<
hahas.
anyway tomorrow's pharmacology's turn.
honestly, i dont have any confidence.
oh. getting giddy now... @.@

okay. im very happy today. seriously. =)

firstly, RED camp is over and im happy because i dont have to demonstrate the colostomy care to the secondary schools students anymore, though it was fun answering their questions. =) this demonstration has also helped me to be more experienced in my presentation skills because i broke my personal record to present something to over 2000 people for the past 3 days. ^.^

secondly, I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN TO GO TO HONG KONG!!!! woah. finally i can go overseas ever since i went to Bangkok, other than Malaysia, when i was primary 2..i cant wait man. though it's just a study trip, i heard that we are given some time to go shopping at night, i think. but nevertheless, i can finally stepped onto the ground of Hong Kong. =)
im really very lucky to be chosen because actually there are 2 groups to go to Hong Kong and i put my name under group 2. there are only 30 places for each group; 45 signed up for the 1st group and 60 signed up for the 2nd group. so can you imagine? 15 got rejected for the 1st group and 30 for the 2nd group. the rejected ones are able to form another study group. so do you think im lucky?? =D

lastly, i met all my friends whom i missed them lots! like siewjin, huiqi, cassandra, lynn, shafiq and soe han... i introduced myself to the crowd before i demonstrated the infant CPR then they were like saying, " we know, we know since 5 years ago." then i was like -.-'''... hahahs. i really couldnt remember what to talk later on.... hahas.. and too bad i didnt camwhore with them. =( i just hope they will come to ngee ann... =) *hey you all! come ngee ann can??? =P*

anyway, end of my happy story...
common test schedule for next week is like:

monday- NSL1.2+FON2
tuesday- PHARM1
wednesday- AAP2
thursday- CMBio

as for friday, i need to go for the operation briefing for the Standard Chartered Marathon that is on 7th december. so, in short, i will be busy, busy and BUSY!!! and also, any day during that week, will need to hand in the literature review for nursing research... I HATE IT!!! why cant we hand it in after our attachment or something? =( still need 800-1000 words. >.<
AHHHHH!!!
my happiness isnt going to help in relieving my stress im having right now..... LOL.

i just saw annabel's blog and i saw this, then i saw that we do but not copy and paste. =(
anyway here are the questions:
1)How many texts are in your inbox?
20. just deleted some.

2)When did your last hug take place?
last night. with my bear. ~.~

3)Are you a jealous person?
not sure, you tell me?

4)Are you tired right now?
quite. just came back from red camp. +_+

5)Do you chew on your straws?
yes. itchy mouth....

6)Have you ever been called a tease?
nah, nope.

7)Do you like to cuddle?
yes. but im not telling. =)

8)Do you cry easily?
can say, yes. i cry easily when the shows make me cry.

9)Are you a heavy sleeper?
not really. but i will need someone to wake me up.

10)Where is your cellphone?
on my table.

11)Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
im not sure. waiting for 1.

12)Are you mad at someone right now?
no.

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?Crush At First sight?
yes.

14)What makes you laugh no matter what?
hmmm. maybe when i think of jokes that are really funny. =)

15)Who was the last person you talked to?
my mum.

16)Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
no one.

17)Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
no, because i havent met mine.

18)Will you get married?
dont know. hope so.

19)When was the last time you smiled?
i always smile.

20)Does anyone, like you?
who knows? hahas.

21)Do you secretly like someone?
yes. 0.0

22)Who was the first person you talked to today?
you mean in school? if in school, siti. if at home, my mum.

23)Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
my mum. i confides almost everything with her.

24)What are you NOT looking forward to?
exams and tests. especially this coming common test.

25)Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
no.

26)Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
i dont have one.

27)Are you a forgiving person?
quite. will see how first.

28)What’s something you really want right now?
a new handphone.

29)Do you fall for people easily?
hahas. yes, in fact, my expectations are low.

30)Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex’s ?
no.

31.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
cadbury hazel nut chocolate. =)

32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
im not a lesbian. @.@

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
my dad?

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
around 12am preparing for today.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
maybe.

36.Do you prefer to call or text?
text. but if it's very important, then call.

37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
cant remember, i try to make myself happy. =)

38.Who took your profile picture?
for?

39.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
annabel.

40.Can you live a day without TV?
yes. if there isnt any nice programmes. >.<

41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
forehead. it gives me security.

42. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
tired.

43. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
zac efron. ^.^

44. How often do you see your ex?
like mentioned before, i dont have any.

45. Would you ever donate blood?
would like to but cant. =(

46. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
no. =(

47. Do you want someone dead?
im not that bad.

48. What does your last text message say?
nsl tomorrow is confirmed.

50. What are you thinking about right now?
dont know?

51. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no. i like my privacy somehow.

52. What time did you go to sleep last night?
i thought i just mentioned? =.=

53. Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?
bought it @ bibi & baba. that's my primary school pe t-shirt.

54. Is someone on your mind right now?
no. my mind's blank now.

55. Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
no. i wouldnt dare. hahas.

56. Who was the last person to text you?
annabel.

57. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
yes. im proud to be a mummy's girl.

58. What are you listening right now?
none.

59. Did you sing at all today?
yes, but when i sing, zannah will say it's raining. =.=

60. When’s the last time you cried?
last night. due to 不凡的爱.

61. Who were you with yesterday?
with my friends: zannah, fariana, annabel.

62. Do you miss anyone?
no.

63. Who was the last person in your bed?
myself and my bear. AND that's all. =)

64. Have you ever drank with your number one
huh?

65. If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
i wouldnt say anything and i will blush. hahahahahs.

66. Do you want someone you can’t have?
yes!!! RAYMOND LAM!! >.<

67. When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
i dont have any.

68. Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
in bed. where else????

69. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
hope so.

70. Do you want to tell someone something?
no. i rather keep it to myself.

ah. finally done. 70 questions!!! omg.
tired. but i did manage!!! ;)
anyway, tomorrow's 2nd day of red camp and i will be off for duty and not in class again..
tired of repeating the same procedure (colostomy care) again and again.
but i may change to infant CPR!!! just for a while but never mind at least i try to do something different. ^.^
i cant wait! (to be tired. hah!)

anyway, i saw cheryl choy (my leader for red camp 4, apache) and she remembered me!!! hahas.
then she was like oh! you really came to ngee ann!!
hahas. really happy to see her. =)
i also saw matthew and eugenie. hahas, happy to see them. ^.^
and i dont really see eugenie because she's having her prcp.

okay. i must rest well for tomorrow..
see ya peeps! :P

ah. shucks.
i just received a email stating that i've been missing classes lately...
they said it's SAWI.
stupid.
i'd only missed once! =.=
it's because i was in the library accompanying them do their projects.
then by the time they had finished, it's already 4.20pm.
my lesson starts from 3pm-5pm.
so if we were to walk back to blk 73, it will take us around 5 minutes and maybe around 1 minute for us to walk up to level 3.
so they were thinking that we might as well not go for class because we were already late for class and that will be considered as absent.
so?
*sigh*
anyway, i shan't miss classes again AND common test is coming!
fook. i havent had enough revision. >.<
shall go now.
see ya after common test, everyone.
TATA...... =) =) =)

finally, time has allowed me to blog.
it's quite long since my last one.
a few things had happen but i will just briefly type... =)

1st:
i had my 1st training on monday for the demo for HS im gonna do on the 1st day of RED camp. i didnt manage to be a student leader for RED camp itself so i signed up under my school, HS. anyway, im gonna do a demo of something to do with jejunostomy or gastrostomy..

2nd:
i had finally finished my SAWI project on tuesday before my touch rugby competition. handed in the soft copy to SafeAssign but will need to hand in the hard copy tomorrow during tutorial.

3rd:
my practical test is also on tuesday, which i dont think i did well but luckily i passed. =D
my mind went completely blank when i stepped into the room. >.<
i went back to the requisite corner twice because i forgotten 2 things which i think that's where i lost my marks.. =(

4th:
lost terribly at the touch rugby competition and this cant blame me; im only a beginner, most of my team mates are new to this game and my opponents are all rugby players. so? you know. *shakes head*

5th:
i noticed that fu yang is having some problems. she appeared depressed after she failed her practical test. her condition seemed serious and in need of counselling. idk how to help her as a friend. =(

anyway, common test is coming in 2 weeks' time and i havent had my revision yet. oh no.
please dont go, time. LOL.
crapping away. -__-
gonna sleep now..TATA!! :D

im now outside @ bras basah complex wanting to print my photos i took of singapore river yesterday.. but because the photo printing shop isn't the place where it used to be anymore, 

waste my effort to come here early. BAHHH.

stupid.

is it that difficult to hold on to a photo printing shop? or the business is that bad?

*sigh*

anyway yup, i changed my historical site to singapore river because i thought that singapore river has quite a lot to say BUT chinatown has A LOT MORE to write.

the description of the place is not more than 300 words and i dont think i can squeeze every lil' important details of chinatown in that pathetic  less-than-300 word count.

i took some real good looking pictures of it.

and yes, it looks professional. =)

i just hope i can save enough money to buy myself a pro camera like Canon EOS. can someone just teach me how to save money? 

i tend to spend when i have extra money in my hands. *guilty smile*

im in serious need of time management skills. =(

there will be touch rugby competition on tuesday and wednesday and if we win in those matches held on those two days, there will be another match on thursday.

so basically, i wont be free on these 3 days. 

and tuesday is my nsl practical test day, which i have no confidence at all because there weren't any extra time for us to practice. oh my.

stress has done its effect on me already. =(

anyway i should spend my time looking for another photo printing shop nearby.

aites. see ya everyone. TATA. 

just came home not long ago from touch rugby...
my thigh muscles are aching like mad!!!
only both phyu hnin thet and i went for the training. because the rest backed out. :(
AND before that, we spent like 4 hours in the library???
amazing.
our lesson ended at 2pm so we have to wait till 6pm...
i finally did my SAWI project but it's like very little, only a 100+ words of description. and we need not more than 300 words for it.
i feel so scared of doing projects now... maybe it's because they said you have to go according to the APA referencing if not will be considered as plagiarism......

anyway im starting to get the feel of the game..touch rugby.
i's similar to rugby but it's just that in touch rugby, when the opponent touches you, you have to put down the ball and move away so your teammates will get it and run forward.
but im still abit blur about how they play the game though i've played 3 games...
i think i have this fall-phobia.
im so afraid to fall..
because this game is on muddy ground, your feet can literally sink into the mud with just normal sports shoes. that's what happened to me. >.<
i cant really run well on those ground..i almost fell just now but they said you dont care whether you fall or not but just pass the ball quickly to your teammates nearby..
they said that this game is a fast one so cannot walk slowly... :(
i really need a pair of soccer boots but i dont want to buy a new one.
can anyone just lend me? :(
i only need it for next week.
please, anyone???
*sigh* i doubt anyone will lend.. =(

tomorrow's FINALLY the last day of this tiring week. another 8am..received another message stating that there will be nsl make up lesson from 8am-9am.
3 hours of nsl...
oh my.
but nevermind, we've survived 4 hours of it so 3 hours is just "easy-peasy"...
it will pass... =)

I REALLY CANT STAND IT!!! SO TIRED!!!!
all 3 days start from 8am.. then the other 2 days start at 9am.
mon: 8am- 6pm
tue: 8am- 3pm
wed: 8am- 6pm
thu: 9am- 7+pm (touch rugby training for polympics which starts at 6pm)
fri: 9am- 5pm

oh man. this timetable sucks.
tutorials before lectures which leaves you being SO confused...
you cant really catch up sometimes because the lecturers, thought we went through those topics, then he will ask us the questions that we havent learned yet. @.@
*sigh*
and, tomorrow's S&W again.
physical training again.... >.<

help me man.

anyway i've always thought that nursing doesnt have maths in it. I WAS SO WRONG.
we are now asked to create either IV schedule or fluid schedule for the patients according to the doc's order.
all the formula and stuffs.

like the formula for IV:

ml/hr X drop factor

60mins

ahhh. starting to feel the stress. >.<

im now in games room @ OurSpace@72 playing monopoly with zannah and fariana...
so boring. Annabel has invaded ADELE's blog! It is cold and noisy here in the games room, there's nothing like settling down with a bunch of friends! And btw peeps, Adele is no longer bored! =D I'm gonna post this before she notices.

november is here...
how time flies.
it's already the end of 3rd week coming on to 4th week since the start of school.
NSL practical coming on week 6 and common test on week 7...
oh no.
there's really not enough time.
SAWI's project isn't really that helpful either.
eating my time away as well..
must go to the place which i've chose for Singapore's economical and social development...
i chose Chinatown but i havent had any ideas to write.
ahhh.

anyway, i had an outing @ vivocity for my cca..
KOREAN CULTURAL CLUB.
there's a korean flavour festival there so we all went there to enhance our knowledge of Korea.
reached HarbourFront mrt control station @ around 12.50pm...
but no one was there except xinrui and lyon.
so we just waited the after a few minutes, diyanah and some other people came...
went to Subway 'cause some havent had their lunch, we got two separate tables: xinrui and girls one table and diyanah, me, lyon and ding sheng another table.
we were gossiping about that girl (secretary of KCC, being so arrogant).
it seemed that no one like her even those in the committee.

just what i've expected. :)
HOHOHOHOHOHO..
im like damn happy...
@ least some other people agree what i say.... ^.^

then later we went up to level 3 for that festival....
ate some kind of korean ice-cream which really got me hooked up. >.<
it's coffee flavour and you have to break it into half so it'll be easier to eat.
i wanted to wear that hanbok!!! but the staff stopped me from queueing because there's already too many people queueing up... :( :(
then we watched a few performances by the Singapore Taekwando Federation and B-Boys (dont know who are they)..
the youngest performer is only 5 years old from the Taekwando Federation...
so cute!!!
he can already break those plywood they hold it for him....
amazing...
surprsingly, music + taekwando = ?
hahas. that's their performance. :)

i reached home @ about 7.10pm..
my mum didnt nag @ me because i bought Anita Mui VCDs for her..
hahas. just right. :) :)