i supposed today is the BEST day of my life..
FINALLY got the news of my sponsorship application from SGH. they smsed me to tell me the interview will be on wednesday, 2.15pm. i'm like so happy i tell you. this is my dream all the while...it took about 3 months for them to give us a reply you know... i thought i don't even have the chance to go for the interview.. but luckily...
eileen always assured me that SGH will definitely sponsor you in our study..i will kinda not believe her at first..because i saw a lot of people getting the sponsorship then i thought they wouldn't consider me as the sponsored student as well... anyway, i shouldn't say all this, i'm afraid that this might affect my application...lol.. typical Singaporean.. KIASU. -.-

left with psychology, FON, CITS and CNP presentations. AHHHHHHHH!! wanna die!!!
stressed out like hell! >.<
i'm finally done with my individual assignment. hate the word count that my lecturer gave us...800-1000 words. ugh. killed thousands of my brain cells thinking about the content i need to write down...lol.
my computer broke down again!! HELP!!! i wonder what's wrong with COMPAQ? i'm not discriminating against them but i've lost my confidence with them already. i wonder how's Fujitsu? hope it doesn't has the same problem as compared to COMPAQ...fed up.



crapping away with my nonsense.

FINALLY! finally he said something about purchasing a laptop. i just hope he really wants to buy 1 for me. a Fujitsu 1 maybe? i wonder if he wants to buy it to motivate me in my studies or what... my lecturer was talking about motivation, both intrinsic and extrinsic factors. he said motivation is to have intrinsic factors before you can get higher achievement. i'm a external motivated person..i mean, who isn't? parents buy something to motivate you so that you can do better in the future. but best of all if the motivation is from within, you can do better in the long term...
anyway enough of my crap. finished all NE shows already so now waiting for the preview and National Day itself. at least there's a break for us this saturday. tired after every show because they still have to debrief us...*haiz
but overall, i still enjoyed as much as i 1st joined Heartware Network..we have yet to get the preview and the National Day security pass. i heard that it will be a different colour compared to this combined rehearsal and NE show security pass.. oh my goodness, i look terrible!!! >.<

the bottom part of this pass is to show where you can go within marina promenade. so i can only go to outer cordon, carpark, (i don't know what's GA) and grandstand. :)

sociology presentation is finally over! hectic day.. my computer went berserk when i tried to on it then later it went blacked out... >.< i hate it when computers cannot operate properly.

anyway, there's a trouble-maker in my group that i had a hard time being in the same group with her. i finished preparing the presentation then she came over to say she don't agree with what we say. I AM SO FED UP!!! can't stand this kind of people. when we were discussing the article for the presentation, she was studying other modules and not helping us. then when i asked her why, she told me she had nothing to do except to study for other modules. i mean, why can't she help us so that we can do the preparation together? then everytime she will ask me questions about the topic that i'm not that good at so she thinks that she's good in everything. i hate it when she argues with us just because she don't agree with it. like this morning, she asked me 1 question about anatomy and physiology regarding the biceps brachii and triceps brachii, i simply explained to her that when you flex your arm, the muscle that is doing the job is biceps brachii. when you stretch/extend your arm, the muscle that is doing the job is triceps brachii. THAT SIMPLE! but she don't seemed to understand. i told her it's just the muscles that are doing the job are important for us and you don't have to know the rest of the muscle that are also helping in the flexion/extension of your arm. she said that's not what her lecturers say back in her hometown. she said that is so different from what her lecturers taught her.

THEN IS THAT MY PROBLEM???

she told me she was from a medical school back in her hometown but she said she studied nursing when she was in that school though the school is a medical school. then i can't be bothered because it's none of my business. i mean, right?

then now my group is getting frustrated because the way how she acts. what should i do? i still have 2 more projects with her and we cannot go on further (mainly due to her)... :(

attachments are getting to a close,
and i've noticed that i have quite a handful of projects coming up. :(
PAS: presentation and newspaper article
CNP: individual assignment( 800-1000 words essay >_< ) and role-play of the situation that
had happened in my attachment but it's group work.
CITS: product presentation( but luckily it's at a later date. )

anyway just got the uniforms for all the NDP Bay Ambassadors, erh..actually it sucks..
haha. the supposedly bermudas became my knee-length shorts. it's all white with red lining at the side. luckily i can still fit in.. hahas. lol.
saw the news and saw that this year's NDP funpack is like a shopping bag.. OMG. IT DOES NOT LOOK NICE, SERIOUSLY. but i'm looking forward to the air-filled hand-shaped 'balloon'. but i wonder if we will be able to even get the funpack.. :(