left with psychology, FON, CITS and CNP presentations. AHHHHHHHH!! wanna die!!!
stressed out like hell! >.<
i'm finally done with my individual assignment. hate the word count that my lecturer gave us...800-1000 words. ugh. killed thousands of my brain cells thinking about the content i need to write down...lol.
my computer broke down again!! HELP!!! i wonder what's wrong with COMPAQ? i'm not discriminating against them but i've lost my confidence with them already. i wonder how's Fujitsu? hope it doesn't has the same problem as compared to COMPAQ...fed up.



crapping away with my nonsense.

FINALLY! finally he said something about purchasing a laptop. i just hope he really wants to buy 1 for me. a Fujitsu 1 maybe? i wonder if he wants to buy it to motivate me in my studies or what... my lecturer was talking about motivation, both intrinsic and extrinsic factors. he said motivation is to have intrinsic factors before you can get higher achievement. i'm a external motivated person..i mean, who isn't? parents buy something to motivate you so that you can do better in the future. but best of all if the motivation is from within, you can do better in the long term...
anyway enough of my crap. finished all NE shows already so now waiting for the preview and National Day itself. at least there's a break for us this saturday. tired after every show because they still have to debrief us...*haiz
but overall, i still enjoyed as much as i 1st joined Heartware Network..we have yet to get the preview and the National Day security pass. i heard that it will be a different colour compared to this combined rehearsal and NE show security pass.. oh my goodness, i look terrible!!! >.<

the bottom part of this pass is to show where you can go within marina promenade. so i can only go to outer cordon, carpark, (i don't know what's GA) and grandstand. :)

sociology presentation is finally over! hectic day.. my computer went berserk when i tried to on it then later it went blacked out... >.< i hate it when computers cannot operate properly.

anyway, there's a trouble-maker in my group that i had a hard time being in the same group with her. i finished preparing the presentation then she came over to say she don't agree with what we say. I AM SO FED UP!!! can't stand this kind of people. when we were discussing the article for the presentation, she was studying other modules and not helping us. then when i asked her why, she told me she had nothing to do except to study for other modules. i mean, why can't she help us so that we can do the preparation together? then everytime she will ask me questions about the topic that i'm not that good at so she thinks that she's good in everything. i hate it when she argues with us just because she don't agree with it. like this morning, she asked me 1 question about anatomy and physiology regarding the biceps brachii and triceps brachii, i simply explained to her that when you flex your arm, the muscle that is doing the job is biceps brachii. when you stretch/extend your arm, the muscle that is doing the job is triceps brachii. THAT SIMPLE! but she don't seemed to understand. i told her it's just the muscles that are doing the job are important for us and you don't have to know the rest of the muscle that are also helping in the flexion/extension of your arm. she said that's not what her lecturers say back in her hometown. she said that is so different from what her lecturers taught her.

THEN IS THAT MY PROBLEM???

she told me she was from a medical school back in her hometown but she said she studied nursing when she was in that school though the school is a medical school. then i can't be bothered because it's none of my business. i mean, right?

then now my group is getting frustrated because the way how she acts. what should i do? i still have 2 more projects with her and we cannot go on further (mainly due to her)... :(

attachments are getting to a close,
and i've noticed that i have quite a handful of projects coming up. :(
PAS: presentation and newspaper article
CNP: individual assignment( 800-1000 words essay >_< ) and role-play of the situation that
had happened in my attachment but it's group work.
CITS: product presentation( but luckily it's at a later date. )

anyway just got the uniforms for all the NDP Bay Ambassadors, erh..actually it sucks..
haha. the supposedly bermudas became my knee-length shorts. it's all white with red lining at the side. luckily i can still fit in.. hahas. lol.
saw the news and saw that this year's NDP funpack is like a shopping bag.. OMG. IT DOES NOT LOOK NICE, SERIOUSLY. but i'm looking forward to the air-filled hand-shaped 'balloon'. but i wonder if we will be able to even get the funpack.. :(

4th day of attachment...i prefer kwong wai shiu hospital to toa payoh schcc...
it's BETTER!! :(
got my results of all the other modules...
2 Bs and 1 C.
SO LOUSY...
AAP- B
MIC ( which i thought i couldn't handle it.. XD )- B
PAS- C :( :( :(
i thought i would fare better for PAS because i like that subject more..
anyway i should study harder on the way to MY SPONSORSHIP!!!
yupps.
i must really study harder.. this kind of results is a no-no... :)

attachments finally started! actually i don't really look forward to it..
reached kwong wai shiu hospital at 7.45am when we are supposed to only reach there at 8.30am. but no choice because my father sends me there.
anyway, duh. the person-in-charge came to acknowledge us at 9am.. i didn't know this hospital is not governmentally-funded until they told us..no wonder the hospital is so small. lol


results are out!!!!!!!

i only saw the results of FON.. BUT I'VE AN A!!!!! hahas..so delighted... ^^
but i saw my friends getting A+... :(

wonder where the results of other modules??

these are the pictures i took when we went to the goat's farm. 1st time stepping into a local goat's farm. moreover it's Father's Day so thought of celebrating it differently. came back from the fundraising event held by Heartware Network . we were to wash cars at National Institute of Education. but the place is too remote that only 5 cars came in the morning. i wonder how's the afternoon shift? anyway my father then drove us to the goat's farm because it's near the place. hmmm. how should i say? it's fun but the smell is horrible. hahas. lol. but they will stick out their heads out for you to pet them and i noticed that their fur will come in different direction so it's quite difficult for you to caress their heads. :) bought goat's milk even. the big bottle one is $7, medium-sized bottle is $2.50 and the small bottle is $2.my parents bought the $7 one because the others have sold out. it comes in pairs which comes in a styrofoam box with ice in there so it's $14. but if you were to order it so they will deliver to you, then it will cost $16. so it's cheaper. yupp.
anyway we planned not to go to restaurants to eat because its said to be EXPENSIVE!! :( i want to go seoul garden... but never mind, had Ampang yong tau foo. *drool* lol.

terrible mood swings nowadays. wonder what's wrong with me? i feel so sensitive to everything around me. fed up mainly. i'm vulnerable as well.. oh no.. why? :(

my mum bought me a Sony mp3. she said she loved this at 1st sight. that's funny..lol. the cost is $75 at Sony Style then she asked me whether i want it or not. y not? i mean.. of course. right? :) but i'm surprised for sure.. ignorance is bliss. :P

fcuk. i'm so pissed off today.

my parents spent $95 on the alteration of my uniform. i spent $107 buying my uniform. so any difference? though my uniform are all custom-made, the sizes are terribly big i tell you. i look like a pregnant woman... it's too wide and long. i wonder how that stupid auntie, from the tailor that made my uniform, take my measurements? if it's good enough, i wouldn't want to alter my uniforms right? i bet she's too old that she can't even see the number on the measurement tape. WTF.

i have difficulty getting them to buy me a laptop. i want a small one which costs about $798, i'm even saving money for them... a normal one costs around $1000+ so a $798 is not that bad after all about 20% off... sometimes i wish i can go back to be a baby so i won't get so frustrated about the way of getting all those electronic gadgets like laptops and handphones. he just don't know that i don't need so much money for myself. i'm 17, for goodness sake! NOT HE THOUGHT TO BE 17 MONTHS! idiot. whenever we talked about money matters or his family matters, we will eventually end up quarrelling. waht's the problem with him? he don't understand that i need money as much as he does! how i wish i can get my sponsorship now so i will have money to buy myself a laptop. envious of khai who has his own money to buy one for himself. i don't have pocket money from him even!

can anyone just teach me how to save money??

i say this first, i don't have extra money to save it to my piggy bank. for example, my mum gives me $10 one day then i must use it within 2-3 days. so i will have $10 for 2-3 days when i go to school. but if i don't go to school, i will not have any money from them.

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common test is over!! woot!! :D
finally...but now waiting for clinical attachment to start..
Kwong Wai Shiu Hospital on 23rd-24th june.
Health Promotion Board on 25th june.
Toa Payoh Senior Citizen's Health Care Center on 26th-27th june.
Toa Payoh Polyclinic from 30th june- 4th july.

will be in for a busy time during my holidays. (only 2 weeks) :'(

i saw 2 guys tapping 3 cards at the same time when i'm in bus 52. my 1st thought was that they're from some tour agency so will have tourists in the bus. but i noticed that they tap their cards at every bus stop. i saw 1 of the guy's neck hung some identity card which states that they work for Land Transport Authority. but the thing is that both guys are wearing school uniform from some sort of secondary school... I"M BORED... >_<

had pizza cravings for so long. finally..a bite into the Hawaiian pizza is fantastic!! XD
hahas..long time since i had it. 1 year? maybe. (: