so bored idling my time away! i want to find a job but none of the places i went want part-timers.. >_<

finished with the poly enrolment.
woah..tedious work..
pay this pay that..
my father complained that there's so many camps for him to pay..
two FOCs coming up - the annual one and my school's one..
both $15 and also the stupid medical check up for my course which costs around $40 or so..
my father paid my school fees already about $152.30
'cause i'm applying for the CPF education scheme.
at least there's benefit for us. *nod head*
i really can't wait for poly to start
i wonder why my course don't need a laptop.. >.<
then they said my course will need us to but a PDA but it's only for year 2 & 3.. *hmph*
i don't wish to write everything out like secondary school again.
i don't like to hand in hard copied work.. :(
that's the reason for a laptop.
*SIGH*
anyway linda called me.
surprise indeed..
she didn't contact me since sec 1..
then she called me to say that janice is organising a class gathering at wheelock place tonight at 8pm
then she said she's sorry for such a last minute call.
so rush..
if she had contacted me earlier i will definitely go and meet my old friends. yupps.
such a long time since i met them only when i was pri 6.
now that we left secondary school, they then organise a 'class gathering'.
i thought they had forgotten me or whatsoever..
but too bad i cannot make it.
i'm not free..hai.
i don't deny the relationship between me and the class..
i was not 'popular'. everyone, in fact, was like avoiding me as if i was a plague.
so that's why i'm like so surprised when linda called me.. yupps. =P

i always have a problem getting money from my father. that time he promised me that he will give me $10 every week. it's only $10 la but he gave me for about a week then he stopped giving me...and pretended nothing had happened; he had not promised me anything.. the last time i got money from him was around 2 years ago... until now i didn't even get a single cent from him. that's why sometimes i would secretly get money from him.. for example, he gives me $10 to buy something that is only $9, i would try to keep the $1 changeand saved it.. he said that's my bad habit.. BUT let me get this clear - i didn't get pocket money from him since young!!!! what he promised me was just empty promises so as to make me happy... he thinks that the $1000 he gives my mum every month is enough for both of us?? stupid.. he think the GST is still at 3%?? even the GST is still 3%, it's still not enough!! my mum says i shouldn't let him see my $100 that i saved that time when i worked at pan pacific hotel.. so maybe that's the reason why he thinks i'm richer than him and pretended not to give me allowance! idiot. what the child actors said was right - adults are liars! =x
anyway congrats to my PAE econs teacher with her outstanding 'A' level results!! :D

my throat hurts like mad!!!
cant even swallow..head still hurts.
probably the panadol has expired that's why there's no effects on me.
feel sleepy everytime i see my bed even though i'm not sleepy. ZzZzZ....
temperature has dropped though, around 37.4*C.
good thing because i don't want to see a doctor.
i should really take good care of myself in future.. [regrets].. :(

feel terrible the moment i wake up.
headache, nauseous, joint pain, no appetite, sore throat, blocked nose and weak all over.
but it's all due to my itchy mouth,
went eating love letters the day before.
seeing a lot of chinese new year tidbits leftover,
then try to eat a bit..
stupid mouth..
then the stupid fever came after me at night..
38.4*C- 38.7*C..
scared my mum..
hahas..
blame all my stupid idiot mouth..*pouts*
temperature still remain the same after eating panadol. [sads].
hope can feel better tomorrow..

tomorrow's the last day of PAE in Millennia Institute.
really gonna miss my classmates.
especially rachel, kristin, amanda and the rest of the girls in my class 08A1... )':
although it's only 6 weeks, cultivated a stable friendship with them.
but though PAE is going to end, our friendship will never end! (:
we will always remain as the most spontaneous and lively class MI has ever had!!!
hope to meet again outside. :D
anyway hope everyone can get into their dream courses. (:

went out with rachel, haley and kristin
didn't want to go to school
so watch a movie at vivocity

Juno.

that's the show..

quite nice..
talking about us,teenagers, indirectly about having premarital sex
though they were still in high school..
but the cool part is that she's only 16 and she can drive!!

cool!!!

how i wish i could do that..
but i'm not in usa..

then after the movie we went shopping..
but haley went to meet her friend at bugis..

so we accompanied her to the mrt and we continued shopping..
went to the arcade and played pool..
got addicted instantly..

that's like my first time playing, but soon i get the hang of it...

sooooooooo nice...

just that the skills like run in my blood..
so i can 'naturally' play... :D

but i know i suck at it..

so i probably need more practice in future... (:
anyway i kind of found a job at popular...
now still waiting for them to call me..
let's just hope i can get this job.. (:

went back to school today
only 13 people out of 23 people came.
heard from sara that only 3 people came to school on chinese new year eve.
*shakes head
then the attendance yesterday was 9?? yupps..
break our own record..
heard from our teachers that our class used to have the best attendance
but now?
look at our attendance....(:


honestly this PAE period is damn boring..
teachers don't really care
now many are withdrawing from school..


anyway the ya sui qian my classmates got were quite good
some got around $500 or so
some got $900.. ^^
wow...so envious.
just hope next year will be a better and richer year.. (:

finally got a nike jacket at queensway.
2nd day of chinese new year,
the only pitiful ya sui qian i got is $40 from my parents
because my grandparents just passed away not long ago.
but had shabu shabu and ABALONE at home (:
apparently everything i have now are all new. ^^
specs, shoes, clothes, watch -
the all new me.



didn't go to school for the pass few days
not feeling well..
bet the others were talking bad about me.. (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!!! :D

10 more days to valentine's day....
will be celebrating valentine's day alone again.
i've always wanted a gift or present from a guy.
if i ever get it, i will be very happy for the rest of the day.
it just doesn't happen to me..
very envious of other girls getting gifts that cover the whole of their body
this matter has been pestering me since the day i stepped into secondary school
for my primary school is a girls school.
anyway i don't mind others making fun of me with another boy
because it lets me think that at least there's a guy just for me out there..^^

days have passed since the release of the 'O' level results.i'm feeling so lethargic maybe i haven't had a good night sleep before 24th Jan. i did fine, good enough to get into the course i want: Health sciences (Nursing). i just like science-based courses because they just suit me better..yup.
anyway i've quitted from pan pacific hotel partly because the working hours are terrible.. it's only in the evening like 5pm-11pm.. i rather work in the morning because i can work longer so it will not get very late at night to reach home..
i'm finding a job elsewhere like in Popular or Borders..
my friend said that the pay in Borders is the same as pan pacific hotel as her friend went to ask the staff there. but my mum kind of disallow me to go there to check how's the working hours and stuffs like that and says that it's far from my house or whatsoever. now she's complaining that we don't have enough money. i just want to get another job as soon as possible so i can have extra money for chinese new year.

butterflies in my stomach- that's what i'm feeling right now.
will be getting my results later at 2pm in school. oh my! i wonder what my results are going to be. i'm sure most of us will also have the same feeling as me. i told my friend to relax but i can't say it to myself... give me luck please. thanks. (:

finally i had a taste of whisky, but with a weird combination: green tea. the smell of the whisky is better than red wine and beer because it comes with a butterscotch smell. my mum don't allow me to even try but my cousin let me try a bit. he mixed a lot of green tea with only a bit of the whisky but it doesn't matter. i tried and i almost instantly hated it. it's bitter! OMG..worse than the bitter gourd. but at least i tried and i will NOT try it ever again... haha...lol. anyway a piece of advice for females: best to keep away from these alcoholic drinks because it really harm you.
lol...crap. X))

had fun in school, with the three days of orientation in millennia institute..the first day was like okay at least better than those first days in secondary one and primary one. met new friends like amanda and darylene who are also in my OG group: neutron..we had seven OGs namely: addams, barney, flintstones, neutron, jetsons, robinsons, simpsons... we had to go home later than expected on the second day at about 8.30pm...mass games, mass dance and everything..tiring of course but fun...^^ third day was fine too but we were quite high when the last event of the day starts..it's the grand 'closing' of the orientation..all the preparations for this day has paid off, all groups has their own mascots with funny costumes....hmmm.. anyway i met alot of ex-rafflesians like christiane, yiwen, eudora, randy, charlene, clara and cheng ling... was quite shocked because i thought these people are clever??? *smiles